rantings

Well I think it's time for a rant. So here goes.
Sometimes I just wish that I was one of those people who didn't have any desire to get married, so I could just run away and become a scuba instructor and live out my days looking for pirate treasure in my spare time. I just get so sick of all the crap that goes along with being this age with everyone trying to find a mate. On the surface we're all just a bunch of friends who have a ton of fun together, and everything is great, but beneath the surface are a bunch of boys and girls, note that I do not say men and women, with all the vagaries and ambiquity of hormone crazed teenagers. Oh how I cherish the few completely plutonic relationships I have with girls, how wonderful it is to know where you stand without all the confusion of wondering what she really thinks about me, or hoping that she doesn't take something the wrong way. Hoping that my intentions are clear, though really, there is no way they could be, because half the time I don't even know. But I guess there's no avoiding this in the end, it's the way God made us, more for his entertainment than anything else I think. Ah well, it will all be worth it in the end, and when all the couples finally shake themselves out of the confusion, it will be a good day.