"Cause I swear I'd Burn the City Down to Show You the Light

How do you know whether you're trying to be something you're not? I know I'm good at lying to myself.

Take Your Tears and Put 'em on Ice

Are you ever so busy for so long you realize that you've just been shoving everything that happens into folders saying, "I'll think about that one later". Then after awhile you realize that there's just to much to deal with, and anyway you've forgotten the context. So lately I've been trying not to shove stuff away, even though I don't have time to deal with it now, I'm realizing that if I don't deal with it now then I never will. Not that that would be such a bad thing.

It's Too Far Gone for You

Well I'm back from my cousins wedding in Michigan. It was a lot of fun, and I got to take some pictures, which of course made me happy. Now it's back to class, and work, and New Life. All I can say about it is, that I'm tired of this, I want more now. I don't know what that means exactly, I guess it mainly means that I am dissastisfied with my life. Although, I really have no reason to be. (Side note, I'm tired of cops who sit and wait for me to come speeding by, but don't give a crap when my car gets broken into, who's up for some vigilante justice?) Anyway, I've decided something, I'll let you know what, when I know. I'm not just saying that, that's how I feel right now. Moving on. I can't decide if I should just let my hair grow, or get Jamie to cut it, if and when I'm home. Besides that, I'm in no shape to call you anything but an angel.


Oct. 27, Death Cab for Cutie at the Disco Rodeo, tell your mom.

Blured Life

Weekends are for not sleeping. I havn't spent one in a place I call home in so long with no end in sight. My life's been a blur, running all over this and neighboring states. I've crossed off many things off my list of things to do before I die. The latest being number 4,765,321 which of course was to watch the sunrise from the back of a moving pickup. Racing down some highway in either North Carolina or Virginia, covered in blankets yet freezing to death. This life is so full, I don't have time to think. My body's telling me to stop, but i can't it's to much fun. How can I not live this to the fullest, I'm going to bed now.

The City Has Wings. Tonight We Fly

Well I have two readers, so I guess that's enough to not delete this. I'm eternally exhausted but completely awestruck by what God is doing right now. Disciple concert tomorrow, going to be on staff or whatever so this should be amazingly awesome. What a life.